Saturday, May 06, 2006

Europe?

I occasionally have to remind myself to exhale. I can't tell if this is anticipatory excitement or a case of low-level apoplexy. I am so tired and therefore can't sleep. I was in bed by midnite...saw two...saw four...woke up at five, and haven't fallen back asleep yet. It is now six thirty. I feel like a piece of glass...emotionally.

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I'm now eating cereal, thinking that perhaps I'm hungry and have simply lost the ability to tell. I'm not enjoying the experience really. I officially feel like I'm leaving now. I realize it's not for a long time, but it is the longest time I will have been (future perfect form of 'to be') outside of the Saskatoon/Outlook loop, let alone Canada. Oh great...heartburn. Cheerio's apparently don't agree with my digestive system. Isn't that symbolic...

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Now that I have milk in my system, I'm going to crawl back onto my bed and hopefully fall asleep. If not, I'll probably return and write more. I have to get used to doing this, as it will be a way of conveying my life's events in other countries. My jaw hurts, and I just had to remind myself to exhale again.